rayandemma

Right now this is all I wish to do. Work work and more work seems to be the daily routine. Wait, seems to be? Shit. Thats all it be. I was able to get tomorrow off. I wish to sleep in, but know that will be short lived. I cant sleep in. Never have been able to. Only after a long night of partying will i be able to. For now I trek off to the next 4hrs of my day. 10 pm my day ends. Sleep starts soon after....

I swear we have this psychic connection going on. Its weird. There has been many times that I have been thinking of Emma and she calls. She swears Im lying when I tell how I was just thinking of her. Like wise with her. For instance, she is 6 hrs ahead of me so when im waking up shes halfway done with her work day.When shes going to bed I missed her call on more than a few occasions, I always call back 5 minutes after and she swears its weird because right when I call she is at that point where she is almost asleep. I cant tell you how many times she has said " You woke me up!! I was almost asleep!! " So yesterday after I seen a missed call I neglected to call back, as I  knew she would be sleeping I didnt want to wake her. A psychic connection. Which leads to the next subject...



Idag vaknade jag till en röstbrevlåda. Det sa bara jag älskar dig. Jag tror inte hon förstår hur mycket jag gillar att höra. Jag älskar att hon ringer mig när hon ska sova. Jag hoppas Im det sista på henne när hon somnar. Jag vet att hon är definitivt på mig när jag vaknar varje dag. Jag skrev av mig själv att bli galen med henne att inte vara här. Ett bra exempel är hur mycket jag spenderat kalla henne förra månaden. $ 100!! $ 100!! Jag spenderar vanligtvis runt $ 30 varje Mont som jag normalt kallar en gång per dag. Men Im bli galen som jag sa. Tack och lov kommer hon att vara här mycket snart. Jag kan spara pengar på internationella samtal. Jag ser fram emot att bara tala med personligen varje dag!




I dont think she realizes how a simple voicemail like the one I got this morning make me feel good. A simple post on my Facebook wall makes me smile. I constantly try to show my affection. Mostly by telling her I miss her and when shes here by holding her hand. Making her dinner. Simple little things. One thing that bugs me is she constantly says how much she loves romance.. you know movies love letters.. girly stuff I guess. So I get sad when I try to be romantic and say things kiss her hold her hand and she syas "my hands are sweaty.. i dont like to kiss in public. Ive yet to figure out her take on what romance is. I guess it comes from being far away for so long, which I understand. But even if it takes time to come around, I hope when she is here she can adjust and let herself go. It doesnt have to be a tongue session in the middle of the street or the fact that both our hands are sweaty ..its the little things. Dont get me wrong when you read this. We have kissed in public we have held hands, I just love her so much that a little more affection no matter what form will keep me satisfied.... the little things..



I decided to quiz my self on my knowledge of Emma based on things I know and just write what comes to mind quickly. Eventually were going to have to go to the Immigration and prove we are in a relationship so Im gonna quiz myself and hope that Emma actually reads this and can answer some questions about me..cause if she cant were in for a big headache so without further adieu..here we go

Born in Stromsund Sweden November 23rd 1987
Ronnie and Suzanne Zakariasson are her parents
She has 3 sisters Sofie Maria and Frida ( all of whom I love dearly)
2 technical inlaws Jens and Karl ( who rock!!)
1 best friend by the name of Johnna Bagling
2 more close ones named Emma #2 and Madeliene
plenty of other friends who I dont have time to write about
Fave food is chinese
Fave color purple
loves Forever 21
likes to paint
Cant really pinpoint her music as I have never seen or heard what she has on her ipod
but know she really loves Johnny Cash
A patriot and is proud to be Swedish
Oh!! Has a niece and nephew named Timmy and Tove
A dog named Kajsa
Gets buzzed easily
like converse
can ride a jetski
has traveled to ALOT of places
has a dream to live in NY (ORIGINALLY BY HERSELF) but now Im tagging along
Cant really figure out goals because she constantly says she doent know what she wants
Loves me and lets me know.....hmmmm.... Out of thoughts.

I guess I did ok.  I wonder if she could do the same for me?? Tthe world may never know...

till next time
Hejda
 (and thank you for reading I went from 13 to 18 people who glanced or read the last 2 days!!)

RAYMOND :P

Well since Emma never blogs here I guess I will take over the whole darn thing. I have the time so why not?? I will be using Swenglish so for anybody who actually reads this you might have to translate the swedish parts.... Sooooo...here we go!

Damn this Florida heat!!! I swear its taking a toll on me! Emma kommer inte att kunna hantera detta väder.
You literally walk into an oven. You stand there and sweat. Jag vill tillbringa somrarna i Sverige. Thankfully Im indoors all day and dont get out till the sun is down, but then you have the stupid humidity!! so even with no sun you still sweat!! Major ugh factor.!




6 weeks till I meet up with Emma in New York and spend a fun filled weekend. I originally had started to make plans and even a list of things I wanna do. I have since given upon that and will be on pure instinct. I dont wanna be let down by not doing something. So we'll just wing it. Emma har varit där förut och jag också, men min resa var för företag. Ingen tid att spela. I will enjoy it!! An escape. I look forward to central park.

Some random pics
.... I cant wait to take pics in NY!



My most favorite one (above)



Our 1st midsummer celebration ... this was in America so definitely look forward to being there next year in Sweden!!



A totally random Maria having fun in the sun in Miami!! I really dig this one!!



And last but not least I leave you with the best Florida has to offer!!! I hope you enjoy this one!!

Sist men inte minst vill jag berätta för dig Emma Zakariasson att jag älskar dig. Om du läser detta tar sig tid att skriva något! Titeln på bloggen är afterall "Ray och Emma" silly girl!!!

Till next time

Hejda

Joy. Thats what it feels like knowing that in 6 weeks she will be here! After 2 years and some odd months we will try to make it work. Joy.



Pain. Thats what I feel everyday. At this point im going completely crazy without her. So close yet so far away. Mixed emotions about the whole thing. Will it be worth the wait? Will it all work out?? Will she decide she wants to leave?? Will I be the one to  just say fuck it, Im out??? Questions I hope to never have answered. Pain



Work.. Home ..Life..
How will I find the balance to keep it all together? I have a great job, Im happy for that. But Im gone all day. Balancing it all out will be key. Balance.


Its been a while since I ve even thought of blogging. totally random... I hope to start more..especially after shes here... we will see .. till then..

Peace