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OOhhhh (lets out a very long sigh) what to do what to do?? Today Emma was being "all kinda fussy girl" during our Sunday morning Skype session. I have no words to say when she tells me she hates me for being on the other side of the world. The "hate" part is not to be confused with hating me. She just hates the situation. As do I. Whats being in love if your not with the person you love so dearly.Dare I say it?? I say it," Being in a long distance relationship is hard and stressful". There,I said it. But I still dont feel any better. I wonder why??  I think out loud in my head and try to figure out the easiest way to be together,But quickly realize,that there is no "easy" way to go about uprooting any of the 2 lives in this relationship.Either I go there and attempt to become fluent in Swedish and wait around till I can work. All the while she being the sole souce of income. Or it can be vice versa. Either way its no fun for the provider having to work all the time cause the other cant. Bum situation. So now as I sit at the shop writing this I hope Levi comes back with good news in the form of we will be moving the store to Venice Beach. Only then will the problem become easier.For now I wait. Other than "All kinda fussy girls on a Sunday morning" life is routine. Eat,sleep,skate. Life of a beach bum when your job is easy and life rolls by. I guess I can see her frustration when she longs rto be near me. She would make an excellent beach bum. And just a little side note my girl is looking "Extra Hot" these days. I should be more motivated to have all that next to me 24-7.So I end this weblog and start a new week. Paul and Linda will be visiting me here in Florida this week. Good times. I leave you with a pic from my private Emma collection. Normally for "My eyes only" but being that she is not here I need something to keep me going..Hejda

Fast det känns som en söndag. Jag tror helatiden att jag ska jobba imorgon, och när jag kommer på att jag inte ska blir jag lätad. Lättad över att ha en dag till att bara göra ingeting:P

Spenderat kvällen med Johnnaponna <3
Vi har kikat på Zombieland, som fastän det är en komedi gjort mig lite rädd nu på kvällskvisten.
Tänk om jag ändå kunde ha min karl här. Hatar att vara ensam, mörkrädd och feg.

I all denna få bort zombies hur skallen vevan började jag kika på kort som jag fick ifrån Johnna för några dagar sen. Hittade flera kort som fick mig att skratta, men dem bjuder jag inte på. Inte idag:P
Istället blir ett lite urval av kort som gjorde mig glad helt enkelt!










God natt!

Well. Here Iam after a long hiatus people. My sincere apologies. Today I write from my store as Iam at work already. I have been in sort of a routine with things.Up for work (im working alone cuz Levi's in LA).aT WORK 9 /10 HRS a day.Home at 8/9 to make dinner (which for 1 is no fun) then to bed later and start it all over again. I cant wait till Emmas here so I can make dinner for 2. I have been looking at tickets to Europe. The plan is be there again in late November early December. Almost a year later. I dont know for how long though.Whatever time I stay it will be well deserved and needed. I long for her day and night...well I have business to handle. I leave you with what I dream of every night...Her

Nu har jag min chans att vara duktig.
Jag kan antingen sitta hemma hela dagen och göra nada, eller så kan jag åka och jobba lite övertid.
Valet är mitt, och det lutar mot duktiga emma.

Innan jag far dock så ska jag även testa att göra mig själv en ordentlig frukost. Jag, som många andra älskar frukost men är både för lat och stressad på morgon för att äta.
En hotellfrukost hade varit perfekt just nu.

Heltrött idag i hela kroppen. Beror nog på allt hoppande jag och Maria gjorde på studsmatta igår. Svettiga blev vi visst, men det var kul. En massa snygga kort togs det också, som kanske en dag hittar fram till denna blogg.

Det var nog allt för tillfället:)

Nej det är ingen vanlig dag för det är pappas femtiofemte födelsedag hurra hurra hurra!

Måste säga att pappa verkligen har tur som har mig som dotter, som bara kommer in i huset som vanligt och säger hej som vilket dag som helst. Och inte hade jag köpt någon present heller. Det är bara att konstantera att jag stående med en Världens Bästa Dotter statyett i handen och hålla ett tack tal känns så långt borta som det kan bli!

Jag älskar min pappa, fastän jag var dålig att visa det idag.


Å ni som inte känner han, han är tok-kul!

Nä nu tar jag och bloggar på svenska.
Fantasin och mina engelskakunskaper går helt enkelt inte ihop!

Det är bara tisdag idag är en bra mening att sammanfatta min dag. En lång dag.
Ska även komma ihåg denna dag, för idag så har jag önskat karma på en annan person.
En person som jag inte känner alls, men som förstörde min dag totalt. Jag borde egentligen vara en mogen tjej och sluta tänka på det, men en stor nackdel över att vara mig är att jag har väldigt svårt att sluta tänka på något när det väl har fastnat där inne. Fast jag har även bestämt mig att ta vara på denna dag och faktiskt lära mig något. Jag ska tänka en andra gång innan jag låter MIN elakhet gå ut över någon annan.
Ja, det har jag lärt mig idag.



Önskar mig en superstorcola, megafetpopcornpåse och en film där ord som taskprutt är det värsta man kan säga till någon.

Ps. I dare Raymond Rios to write something and post som pics on this blog. ds

Tonights movie:)



Wish I was as a cool girl too, without the killing other people part.

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It's not late but im tired. To tired to do anything else but watching a little more tv and then go to bed.
BUT i did somethingelse besides working today, the dishes! dont know why im writing that i did the dishes though. Maybe i want someone to say that i did good and an applause?

Missing my Ray as usually. Just want to call him, but i cant.
Its a lot of talking about Ray. Probably boring for whoever reads this, but at the same time im writing for him.
So he can se how much i miss and that im thinking about him everyday.
I do, i think about him pretty much during the whole day. Thinking about what to come, thinking about what he's up to and just wishing a million times over that he's next to me.
He's always the last thing im thinking about before i go to bed. Probably cause i have two blankets in my bed, and everytime i wish he was laying in one of them, if not under one with me:)

Being all sensitive and loveydoveygirl right now!
Enough is enough

The weekend is near!
All i have to say about that is YAAAAAAAY!



I miss Indira

Me and pappa. People say I look like my dad. I just know that i got my legs from him.
If that's positive or not i leave for everybody else to think about.;)

At Johnnas now waiting for dinner, korvstroganoff to be exact and i think its gonna turn out really good.
Looking at this girl on tv thats trying to be a skateboard pro. Makes me think about my babe.
Everything that has to do with skateboards makes me think about him. I guess he is my own pro skateboarder!

Oh, Johnna is setting the table so bye bye!

No, im not relaxed at all. Wish i was relaxed. If i would have been relaxed i probably would have been singing Relax, don't do it. That is exactly what im thinking about now, being relaxed and singing about it.

Yesterday i had a happyEmma day.
I spend the evening being a photographers assistant and ate smores. My mum and dad have bulid a 'barbecue place' on our yard. Putting out a picure of it for my Ray to see, and for him to wish that he was there with us. CAUSE i wish that everyday:)

Pictures stolen from the bestest of them all, http://kloss.blogg.se

Today the photographer is turning into a chef, and I'll be there.

Time to go back to work.

Just had a videodate.
LOVE skype! Without it i wouldnt be able to talk or see my Ray as much as i do now.
In one week we have around 2-3 videodates, and it helps this stupid long distance relationship a lot.
I must admit that even though some dates are funny, like today! see the screensaver my babe did while going to get someting to drink:P that other dates are horrible. Mostly because i'm being a stupid girl or because we are frustrated being apart.

To round off, I feel grateful that skype and the internet for that matter excist.
Without it, this relationship wouldnt work.

Well the trip has come and gone. After 15 enjoyable days with Emma I sit back here in Miami while she sleeps on the other side of the world. Sad? Yes.Some times I wish I could fast foward time and be settled in with her. But I cant. For now I be strong. That's not to say that we did not have a great time together,fun was had all around. One of my favorite things (even if it is smple) we did and enjoyed together was order room service. MMmmm Triple Chocolate Cheesecake.



It was awesome. Time well spent. This was her 1st trip to my neck of the woods so I was determined to show her
more than Sunset to 8th Street (which she saw as well). So a nice trip thru the Desert was fine enough. We traveled as far as La Quinta for a great dinner at the Miramonte Resort.







to be continued...

The day, Thursday. The time, I dont know. The mood, chill. The feeling,great. That basically sums up the trip so far. Emma has arrived and the summer has officially started!!



Aahh Barneys on 3rd St. Definitely my favorite spot!! After a long wait at the International Arrivals terminal at L.A.X. we finally get all settled and got something to eat.

Carl and Frida also got their first taste of American food.



Garlic Burger for Frida.
Pancakes for Carl??!!



After a short trip downtown it was time to get some rest and prepare for the public transit trip from Los Angeles to
Cabazon. We spent the evening at my parents house and relaxed all sunday evening. Frida and Carl went to sleep early...Jetlag...what a bitch!!
 




As you can see Ronnie (Emmas father..he was worried) the girls arrived safely and are now enjoying America together..along with Carl...see below



When all the traveling was done 5 hrs later we arrived at Casino Morongo and went right ahead and got to relaxing



To be continued...

Today we had a family dinner:) Love my family and my mum's cooking!


More than that im not gonna write.
It's time for bed, even though it will take time for me to fall asleep.

Good night

Good Morning America!! I have been so busy working that I have not blogged. So now I catch up. Tomorrow morning I board my plane at 11:35 am EST and head for CA. What a whirlwind trip that will be. Straight off the plane to my nephews 1st birthday party.



as you can see..he is half hispanic...
Quite a shindig that will be. Then I wait only one day the it all happens!! After a long trek across the world my love and her siblings arrive at LAX at 1pm PST where I will be waiting for her. And as I have not kissd her in a long time it will be like our first kiss all over again. I can hardly wait. For now I leave you with My love X3..BYE BYEEEEE

It's 3 days until i start traveling, and 4 days until i get to kiss my Ray.
Am I excited? YES!

So i transfered all of my pictures from the camera to the computer, so here is some pictures from the last couple of weeks.


Ive been healthy one week and eating candy the other. I Have a big problem finding the balance.
Is someone else having this problem? Im just saying damn you guys that can eat whatever you want whenever you want. I pretty much hate you:P


Some pictures that makes me smile. Waiting for the liquor store to open in the morning and tequila with breakfast.

Two cute girls and moi. Dancning my ass off this night. Me and Johnna are like the queens on the dance floor, dancing queens you may call us.


My BDF(best dog forever) and dinner. I love Fermented herring.
It's pretty much old fish? stinks but taste good! Also dare Raymond to taste it next time he's in Sweden!


I'm feeling the summer, even though it rains or being a bad weather most of the time.
But what have i to complain about? I will have sun soon.

Thats all for now.