rayandemma

OOhhhh (lets out a very long sigh) what to do what to do?? Today Emma was being "all kinda fussy girl" during our Sunday morning Skype session. I have no words to say when she tells me she hates me for being on the other side of the world. The "hate" part is not to be confused with hating me. She just hates the situation. As do I. Whats being in love if your not with the person you love so dearly.Dare I say it?? I say it," Being in a long distance relationship is hard and stressful". There,I said it. But I still dont feel any better. I wonder why??  I think out loud in my head and try to figure out the easiest way to be together,But quickly realize,that there is no "easy" way to go about uprooting any of the 2 lives in this relationship.Either I go there and attempt to become fluent in Swedish and wait around till I can work. All the while she being the sole souce of income. Or it can be vice versa. Either way its no fun for the provider having to work all the time cause the other cant. Bum situation. So now as I sit at the shop writing this I hope Levi comes back with good news in the form of we will be moving the store to Venice Beach. Only then will the problem become easier.For now I wait. Other than "All kinda fussy girls on a Sunday morning" life is routine. Eat,sleep,skate. Life of a beach bum when your job is easy and life rolls by. I guess I can see her frustration when she longs rto be near me. She would make an excellent beach bum. And just a little side note my girl is looking "Extra Hot" these days. I should be more motivated to have all that next to me 24-7.So I end this weblog and start a new week. Paul and Linda will be visiting me here in Florida this week. Good times. I leave you with a pic from my private Emma collection. Normally for "My eyes only" but being that she is not here I need something to keep me going..Hejda